Thought of the day

Friends opinions are valueable, having outside perspectives and different point of view. A person outside the sandbox can sometimes see how messy things are. Its important to realize that their opinions will have their thoughts, feelings, and justifcations rolled up in it.

They can usually only offer advice with an attached tag line saying, this is how I think things should be or this is what is right for me so anyone who shares their point of view is also probably right. But, even when two people agree its hard to determine to what degree. All takes time and effort.

So, advice from friends gets me though tough times. It helps me figure things out. Some time a neutral ear lets you figure things out for yourself. But, their opinion is not yours, nor is it the person your having issues with. When taking advice or re-analizing your point, don't lose track of the essence of who you are.

My Thoughts My Opinions

Lately I've given a little more thought to religion and faith.
Meeting people with different opinions, reading articles, and analysing my own filters.

Conclusion:
Atheists, catholics, and all other religiously opinionated groups are
all religious factions fighting to be free from the prosecutions of the other groups and obtain power.

All are easily discredit, by examples of members of their groups doing wrong.
No one allows each group the privilege of not being perfect but still being right.

My conclusion, without a spirit, we are by definition simply flesh and bone. We are not good, bad, or evil. No purpose to our existence and no more moral or valuable then cottage cheese.

History demonstrates that man kind is weak minded and selfish. Science is mathematical. Belief in the common good, is selfish preservation. I believe we are weak, but instinctively good. There fore created my something good. Not simply a scientific combination of factors with unrealistic odds of happening.

Thought of the day

Fear is the only real detractor from living life.
Being nervous about a wonderland ride may stop you from experiencing it.
Sometimes you need a guiding hand. Thinking about the what ifs, only stops you from
experiencing the thrill. Concentrating on every past ride accident does nothing but increase the fear and remove logic. So much so that you freak. Over analyze the negatives and cause irrational decisions and conversations.

Asking the conductor to make unnecessary changes to the ride, even though they have already made it perfect for you. You get to a point that you don't know what is reasonable and what isn't, in terms of a request.

Logic helps you make good decisions, fear destroys. I love the ride I'm on.
Fear gets in the way of the most logical of men. The conductor has given me everything I need or want. But from time to time, fear gets the better of me.
Some call it a self preservation tool, I think its taking its toll on the structure of the ride itself. Luckily my conductor is very brave. And I will always love her.

Thought of the day

Independence in a relationship is only possible if you are allowed to be independent.

Independence is a gift your partner gives you. Not allowing yourself to be compromised or give up to much of yourself, that you are no longer you, is not possible without permission. Simply because in a real relationship with someone you love, their happiness is where your happiness lives.

This should be a gift to each other.

Thought of the Day

NOTHING MEANS SHIT. SCREW THE TEN COMMANDMENTS. SCREW THE LAWS OF OUR GREAT LAND. MORALLITY IS A PIPE DREAM.

THE KEY TO HAPPINESS....

FUCK ANYTHING YOU CAN
TRUST YOURSELF, PEOPLE ARE ANIMALS TREAT THEM AS SUCH
COMMUNICATION IS UNCLEAR, DON'T EVEN FUCK'N BOTHER
DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING
DON'T JUDGE, DON'T EVALUATE, DON'T EVEN FUCK'N CARE.

Thought of the day

Shit Happens.
But if you allow yourself to think, shit will happen.
You will prepare for shit to happen.
Subconsciously, causing shit to happen.

If you choose not to accept that shit will happen, it
is likely less shit will happen.

So, in your mind does shit happen?
Adulthood is determined by how you answer question.

Thought of the day, mission statement

Sometimes all it takes is a little nudge to remind you of why you do things. Thanks Sj from across the pond.

Sretlif, They control us. They twist and warp our thoughts emotions and actions.
They control our lives. I'm a slave to mine and only now after thirty-two years on this planet do I realize how much.

Anyone, that is used to reading my blog, you'll have to excuse me for the platform has temporarily changed.

I am currently fighting back and doing so has taught me how deep rooted is the nemises.
Loved ones continously attact you, oblivious to there own actions.

You can't trust yourself. I'm set on auto self destruct mode and watching it as it happens wondering why can't I stop. Sretlif, probably branded before I could walk, now stop me from running. Which is all I want to do, but its pointless for where ever I go they will follow.

The new battle has begun. The battle for my life. The battle for the essience of who I am.
May god have mercy on my soul. May I take back this imposter that inhabits my mind.